Feels.

Some people told me I was strong. They don't even know what they are saying... But you just need to be strong for them, because they aren't strong enough and you know it. You fucking know it.
You prefer drowning in the worst shit ever than watch them drowning...
So you act like you don't care about comments, you act like everything is okay and that you're a diva in all situations...
You put your headphones on with the best shit you find on the internet and you try to make people think that you are never destroyed, that you can deal with any pain infront of you, but sometimes someone tells you something that you didn't expect. You were not prepared for that situation so you just stop looking into his eyes and pretend you're okay, when you are just about to cry.
I feel like running away sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't be here, like I'm not worth enought for them, for him, for anybody...
I know some girls came before me, and maybe there are some girls coming after, and it hurts me that maybe I'm not good enough, that maybe he sees me and he doesn't feel nothing, that this could be broken... I feel destroyed, this thoughts are killing me.