27/5/17

It's not about time.

I would never leave without kissing goodbye even if it meant losing my ride and you would wait till tomorrow to tell me I love you.
I would drive a thousand miles just to see you walk by and you just turn your face around and never watch me leaving your side.
If you could only see the way I look at you, like you're the only thing that my eyes will ever see clearly... If you could only see the way you look at me, like you've seen a thousand things more beautiful than my eyes.
I feel hopeless sometimes. I always want you to push me into a wall and kiss me like everything is going to explode around us and you just want to be with me when that happens. I know I do.
This doesn't mean that I can't live with all this, I know I can, I did for the past months. This just means that I have a desire for you that I can't explain, and I have to get rid of it before it consumes me and everything I've created in my life before you came.

I need to create a safe place where no one in this world exists, where I can escape to when everything else is falling apart. I need to remember where I was suposse to come from, and then, everything will be alright.